I scared myself today.
My palm hurts. From hitting the keyboard.
Have you experience the kind of frustration that makes you quiver?
My hands.... they shook like those of a sever Parkinson's disease patient. I couldn't type, even though all i wanted to reply was "please stop".
I scared myself today.
I uncovered a new level of frustration in me. I inflicted pain - I slammed my palms repeatedly onto the keyboard. The table shook, things were falling onto the ground. My hands were numb.
I then found another way of releasing my anger. I threw stuff.
I was crying, as i found strength to type what I've always wanted to say.
And i found even more strength to delete every word and swallow it back.
That night, with my Source of frustrations in front of me. I was reminded of all the "words" I swallowed - it was a "heavy lunch".
I was too full to eat. My burger, i barely had half.